So I have a big decision to make,
Well actually I’ve already made it…it’s more of me just having to live with it. I’ve decided to leave LA. I’ve been going to school here, and I decided I am not quite mature enough to handle all of this at my age. Lots of thoughts went through my head, and still are going through my head like could I survive here? Do I really need to leave, or am I just giving up? But then I think, well it is smarter to leave now becuase I want to get my Bachellors, and I can come back to this school now and do the 1 year program (currently I am enrolled in the 2 yr) so there really is no point of spending more money here when I also want to go to other school for 4 years so thats alot of money. Economically I know I am making the better decision, logically too because why would I wait until I am 20 to go to regular university and not being able to party with everyone becuase they are so much younger than me. I guess I just need to stay positive, but it is such a hard decision. This is literally the biggest decision I have ever had to make in my whole entire life. I have no clue what I’ll do when I want to divorce a future husband!
Ugh I hope I can live with my decision.
xo.
